I don't understand how someone could live on without feeling any remorse or ashamed like as if they are not in the wrong when they or part of them are.
When you just wanna meet them but when you recall what they have done to you, making your life as it is, you just can't. You keep on the anger in you because they just don't care to make the move knowing they are at fault.
I don't understand how when one could be so loving and caring now be so heartless!
Yes, HEARTLESS!
Maybe now I understand how this all works.
The people who said who will be there for me are the ones giving me the cold shoulder just because of a mistake part of them made but the ones whom constantly are noisy towards me, they are the ones who had my back all the time and never left!
I don't understand how one could walk away despite knowing and seeing me right there and then. Like as if I am invisible, but hey - you know it's me, yet you walked away.
They use to say, nothing can bring their heads down, but I guess I did. We did actually baby. We did.
I've always felt the presence but I know I am no longer there so I stop. I stop getting involve because what's the point of trying when no one cares.
I stop because I know my RESPONSIBILITY better than my FEELINGS. I know what's right and what's wrong. I grow. I develop myself to be better and stronger.
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